Have you ever felt left out by your own group of friends? Like, even you best friends. It's not the first time that my two best friends had plans and went out without me and I genuinely don't know why they do this. I can imagine some reasons but are they really enough for them not to even ask me if I would want to go out with them? Because no, they didn't even ask me. That would have been enough, you know? Maybe I would have said no, but at least I WOULD KNOW. But what if I would have said yes...
And you know what's the worse part? That I know they talk about some stuff in their own chat (which is totally fine, I'm not saying that I have to be in every conversation they have) but when we're together they bring those topics up and FORGET that I don't know what the hell they're talking about and even ASK ME, acting all surprised, how is it that I don't know. If I remember correctly, I actually once told them that MAYBE it's because they talk about stuff that they NEVER tell me after.
This happened various times before and it bothers me, it makes me sad sometimes because I honestly don't know why they do it, I can't think of a reason why they don't tell me while I do ask and tell them both when something's up and want their company. Is it that they don't want my company for certain things? Maybe that's taking it a little too far, but sometimes I can't help but feel that way and it hurts because it comes from the people I consider my best friends. And if my most important friends do this, what else can I expect from my other friends? I usually feel left out most of the time, regardless this issue...
I don't know what to think, to be honest.
