Yesterday I couldn't attend an important event for someone and now that we're planning something for tonight, I feel kind of displaced. I don't know but I feel like I can't get 100% along with them. I really wish I could though, they're really nice and kind people. Maybe I am the problem.
Also, my mom's talking with one of my aunts on the phone and talked about how she feels about my father and me sometimes and it made feel worse.
What it suposed to be a chill, fun and relaxed day just went donwhill with a depressing mood for me.
It also triggered some thoughts.
Happy Spring Day!
