The need to let it out

Today was the day in which I realized that even good guys can be superficial.

Does anyone actually like to have a crush? I haven't had one for years now and I've been pretty good. These recent encounters with a certain someone have made my anxiety reach high peaks. I'm actually mad that this is happening to me, like, fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck! I really, REALLY, don't like this. Can my heart move on already? For real this time.

Good guys can be superficial too, but maybe this good guy isn't really that good.